And yet again I find myself at the keyboard, typing away for this very blog. Coincidentally, I am also researching the neurochemistry behind lurrrrrrve, craving mango and passionfruit cheesecake and wanting to make use of my placebo, but am currently unable to.
Which, to put it bluntly, sucks.
On the plus side, I am eating said cheesecake =) and it is AMAZINGLY DELICIOUS.
Anyhow, back to the topic of absent placebos. They happen to be very inconvenient when one is wanting their fix and can't access either the actual drug OR the placebo.
I am very angry about this.
I think.
I have cheesecake, so it's hard to be angry. But only just. Once the cheesecake runs out for real, which is inevitable, it will be hard to not be angry. So really, my anger is just a ticking time bomb, based on cheesecake and caused my placebo drugs going AWOL.
And now my Fahjer is making me feel bad about eating his cheesecake, even though I asked him if he was sure a million times. Oh well, I deal with guilt by eating.
Eating cheesecake.
So yes, it is a relatively good night, with the possibility of getting better if certain drugs decide to turn up.
*session executed*
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